Sunday, July 22, 2012

Paganini non ripete

Most likely, the historical Jesus worked for his father company, formed by a small group of workers moving from one town to another doing work, either in wood or stone. He was a carpenter, that kind of carpenter. I recall this after V. told me the story of a young Italian guy, X., full of tattoos -does not matter- who decided to join the Franciscans. He used to work for his father in the construction business as an operator. The monks of this religious order do not use shoes, but only sandals, and walk around with bare toes even in winter time. In order to fulfill the requirement, X. sawed off the tip of his working shoes and disposed of the fundamental piece of metal that plays such a protective role... Mighty view! A worker on the scaffold, dressed in overalls and safety shoes... But the tip: all his toes were at sight.

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Humanity is the word I would use to adjectivize the story. The Italians told me interesting stories lately, human tales. Paganini, for example: the evil genius of the violin and guitar who does not repeat what he does! And if there is a name-spell for the daughter you never dreamed to have, that is Fraccia. There is something conciliatory in seeing a couple of Italians laughing and making human philosophy out of Fraccia, La Belva Umana, a movie-to-watch by Paolo Villaggio.


The trip of discovery without leaving the premises. What else?!

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Beautiful match

It is widely known that, in times of confusion, life is a bundle of possibilities plowed on the road. A sinister sheaf of evil uncertainties. The vision of experience is a sea frittered in endless beehives of foam, all alike in all directions. A large patch of the dried pattern of the desert. A dead-end labyrinth. The crosswinds of thought are drawn in urgency. And nothing comes out clear.


Peeping at the Hydrodynamic Instabilities by Françoise Charru this evening -published by Cambridge Applied Mathematics- I run across its preface, a short fragment from Montaigne's Essay On Experience. It requires little explanation, so clear it yields an automatic perception: "La raison a tant de formes, que nous ne sçavons à laquelle nous prendre; l'experience n'en a pas moins". In English: "Reason has so many forms that we know not to which to take; experience has no fewer".

It is so!... Beautiful match!

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Sunday, July 15, 2012

Road Trip

If you say to me "road trip", a long road crossing the desert will come to mind. Strip-clubs and cheap night hotels on one side, flashy lights in the dark, every twenty miles or so. I can see, perhaps, the vampires of John Carpenter or the sick-os of McCormick, and the convertible Thunderbird that is carrying away Thelma and Louis, squeezing their last drop of conspiracy and understanding, straight down to the cliff.

But Muriel Spark is offering a different road trip. Great stuff. Not many women are able to drive the reader through the dialogue of a couple of couples taking mean on the gin on a Saturday night in the West End of 1957. Two women, Caroline and Eleanor, one taking the arm of the other, ready to leave, and one putting on her lipstick in the toilet, talking straight on a woman-to-woman basis: "Men are clods"... Oh, the red lipstick on thin -but profound- lips. That's a road trip, isn't it?

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Wednesday, July 11, 2012

The comforter

Almost at the beginning of Muriel Spark's The Comforters (1957) -at a point where the novel is already showing an interesting and unexpected switch-, Mervyn speaks to Louise: "(...) You have the instinct for unity, for coordinating the inconsistent elements of experience; you have the passion for picking up the idle phenomena of life and piecing them together (...)".

Exactly... .
Exactly.

What good life might be if all the mistakes you make don't really have a purpose? What if all disjointed pieces of experience cannot be put together? What is life good for then? What is you good for?

It comes to me that this blog is about that: a breath-in pipe yearning for meaning after all. Though wrong, here it is my instinct speaking against nihilism, against emptiness. Mervyn words are just a comforting suggestion.

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Sunday, July 8, 2012

Monsters and genii

There are two states for which writing provides a balsamic effect to me: the half-conscious, half-drunk of the dark hours of Saturday night and the measured and peaceful out of the truce of Sunday mornings. Today is not an exception: cold breeze, careless rain. Peace... .

***

I've been listening to Beethoven's Kreutzer Sonata (1803). In 1889 Tolstoy wrote the story of a jealous husband who kills his wife, who seems to take a liking on a violinist. The wife and the lover are playing Beethoven's sonata when the husband shows up earlier than expected from a trip, and there he kills her. Later on, Leoš Janáček took the train back from the novel to the music, and composed his anxious and disturbing string quarter (1923) based on Tolstoy's story. 

Kreutzer Sonata. Xavier Prinet (1901)

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I've read the account that Paul Johnson does on Tolstoy's life and personality and I can hardly believe now what Martin Amis said: that perhaps only Tolstoy has been able to "make happiness work in the novel", as opposed to evil and sickness, the true motor of the fiction. I can hardly believe it because Tolstoy was an unhappy man. He must have been an unhappy man, full of trouble. If Amis' statement is true, it seems then wonderful how a bitter man can portrait happiness in tender light.

Johnson enlightens one of Tolstoy's endless flaws as the title for his essay: "God's elder brother". He was too full of himself. Johnson underlines his tendency or necessity to hold himself different and above from everyone else, better, of course, and nobler. Tolstoy shared the same immature self-consideration of teenagers: misunderstood, unfit and choked by the mean, vulgar society. It is his belief to be destined to a universal fate for the good of humankind and he feels that people around -namely, his wife- are preventing him to fulfill such a high call. His relationship with Sonya, his wife, for more than 30 years was sick and devastating, a constant war. Both of them kept diaries, and this simple fact was horrible to bear, especially for Sonya. The handwriting of Tolstoy was bad and she was copying his writings into a better form by mutual agreement and had access, then, to all the sick aspects of her husband's personality, from gambling debts to episodes of sexual diseases, due to his countless infidelities with whores and lots of women.  Worst of all, Sonya had to endure Tolstoy painful and bitter and, sometimes, cruel speeches against her, their marriage or in favor of prostitution. 


Tolstoy's attention to his trouble brothers Dimitri, Nikolai and Sergei as much as to his many sons and daughters and to his aunt -who raised him up- was close to nothing, even or especially, in times of sickness or great necessity for them. This behavior was also the case of other prophets of the world, Marx or Rousseau. Furthermore, the three of them sacrificed the love to the individual by the love of mankind in the cold, frozen altar of ideas. This is the thesis of Paul Johnson's Intellectuals. Sonya grasped it perfectly: "My little one is still unwell, and I am very tender and pitying. You and Syutayev may not especially love your own children, but we simple mortals are neither able nor wish to distort our feelings or to justify our lack of love for a person by professing some love or other for the whole world".


As mentioned, Sonya copied all manuscripts of her husband... Included The Kreutzer Sonata. One has just to image the situation... .

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On Friday I was cooking dinner and listening to an interview to the great Argentinian editor Mario Muchnik. As usual the man -responsible for editing Elias Canetti in Spanish in the 60s and cleaning Tolstoy's War and Peace translations in the decade of 2000, with tons of work done in between- was a great unknown for me. He graduated in Physics from Columbia in 1953, worked a little and quit.... . He asked his father -an editor- for work and he did not have it. He quit without having another job, that's the point, without knowing what to do. And, first, an acquaintance who worked for Life in Paris gave him two Leica cameras as a present and that's how he become a photographer before editor, at a point where he had nothing. Later, in Rome, he got robbed both cameras: someone opened the trunk of his car and took the whole of it. (I was actually robbed in a similar way in Lisbon once).

Precisely, photography was a technique first available in the time of Tolstoy and his wife Sonya. It was used in the war of the diaries, to photograph pages and pages for whatever purposes. Tolstoy could be photographed performing manual labor in the 1880s. His was one of the first cases of class transvestism (as Johnson named it), a tendency others like Bretch also would share later.

I think I will approach Tolstoy through the editions of Mario Muchnik.

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Charles Dickens was not born as an aristocrat like Lev Nikolayevich, Count Tolstoy. Miriam Margolyes describes him as a social climber and shows as an anecdote the episode of Maria Beadnell rejecting him when he was nothing and coming back to him 19 years later -although 19 years older- when he was the most famous man in England (episode that Dickens would use to recreate Flora Finching in Little Dorrit). But I feel that both of them, Dickens and Tolstoy, share the common record of dispensing the most abominable treatment to their long-term wives, Catherine and Sonya, respectively. Dickens left Catherine after many years of marriage in order to marry Ellen Ternan, a 17-year old actress, 30 years his junior. The appalling part of the story is the way he did it, disposing of Catherine to never see her again in life and taking all her children but one away from her. Two daughters started taking piano lessons -or painting lessons, I don't remember- right across the residence where Catherine established and never, ever, the women stopped by to see her mother.

In The Godfather II, Al Pacino rejects his wife Kate (after she refused to have the baby) and does not allow her to see the children, so she have to go to the house when he is not in with the help of his sister, see the boys for a little bit and then leave the house through the back door. There is a scene when he arrives home, see Kate saying goodbye to the kids in the back kitchen and, without muttering one word, softly and very calm, closes the door in Kate's nose.

I said to myself: wow, that was Dickens.

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And, again, for sure Dickens did some charitable show-off in the public stage, but what sort of human being was he, really? In a much worse scale, what type of human being was Tolstoy?

In the fiction aspect, it is said that Tolstoy was an unsurpassed genius of unusual intensity, but on the human side, no doubt in my mind, he was a monster, the worst character of all his stories, the very example of evil and tragedy. This is proof to my view that there is nothing noble in art that can necessarily make this world better. In fact, the opposite seems closer to the truth. The highest art has been seen often incapable of touching a single inch of the heart of the highest artist: a cold, inhuman stone.

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Saturday, July 7, 2012

Dreaming

Reality surpasses Fiction quite often. The story of Susan Boyle fits perfectly in the gaps of dozen of American comedies, with or without teenagers -from Sister Act  to the Dead Poets Society, passing through Richard Dreyfuss's Mr.Holand's OpusBilly Elliot  or the super-classic Fame, for example. But, still, the story of Susan Boyle goes beyond: if scripted, it would not be better. Her audition in April 11, 2009 for Britain's Got Talent in Glasgow -assuming it was really a surprise- showing up like a dusty Cinderella, saying that her dream was to become a professional singer, like Elaine Paige -a great dramatic voice, by the way-, displaying eye-browns as thick as wax, walking and posing ungainly, with the contestant sticker no. 43212 directly fixed on her chest and an electronic placard off the first bars of music stating "Unemployed, 47", never married, never kissed, living with her aged and ill parents, is the most astounding revelation in years, no doubt. She became a successful butterfly out of a gray worm overnight. An impossible dream, alas! Boyle sang I dreamed the dream, last straw!

I have always wondered: and then, what? What is next? The prince and the princess are finally happy and eating lots of partridges. Now, what? I mean: how long is the dream? What is after it? How do you live the dream? After your dream comes true, is it immortal? Can it die? Apparently, Susan Boyle is living it. She did not mention she wanted to be famous or rich -most fragile accidents totally perishable-, although she obviously is today, but "a professional singer", and she is still doing it. I heard she is playing piano as well -another dream- in her fourth album.

Boyle was hoping for years to have the opportunity. That is the bottom line. But the waiting has its dangers, namely despair and weariness. When I visited New York 7 years ago, precisely on the 4th of July weekend, I got surprised at finding a remote corner in Central Park, near the roses of John Lennon, I think, with benches around a big fountain and a plate against "daydreaming", i.e. the tendency to feel pity of oneself and bitch around one's in-satisfaction without springing into action, waiting hand over hand for the well-deserved dream. It is the fantasy against the true dream: a parasite of the hope, a paralyzing pathogen. This danger of the dream has a beautiful term in Spanish, as the artist Ausin Sainz put it: ensoñacion.


The second issue with true dreams is that you don't want to miss them. And it is so easy for that to happen. The case of Susan Boyle is, perhaps, straight-forward: you want to sing and you are offered the opportunity to sing. That's it. However, frequently, the opportunity reaches the wanting being unnoticeable, concealing his aspect, turning upside down our expectations, our routines, without a clear guarantee or output: the opportunity is no more than an easy-to-reject proposition, then. In the Christian tradition, the Emaus disciples did not recognized the Christ after His Resurrection (Luke 24, 16: "but their eyes were hold, that they should not know him") nor even Peter and the others (John, 21, 4: "but when the morning was now come, Jesus stood on the shore: but the disciples knew not that it was Jesus"), for example.


Dreaming and keep up with its conquest is hard, I guess. Let pray to keep our eyes clean and docile for the task!


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Friday, July 6, 2012

It's the World's fault, idiot!

A couple of days ago I read a horrible story in Metro with many sides, all of them horrible. Apparently, a 14-year old boy had become to babysit a girl of 5 for the evening. Sometime later, maybe next morning, the girl told her father that she had been sexually abused by the boy, who was charged with rape. After the trial, the judge dismissed the boy on the grounds of that "society and the world were responsible for the boy's criminal offense".

The story is full of gaps. No less than 30 questions can be asked as a practice for young reporters. I have never been very good at asking questions but I like trying. At this time, already tired, I won't make a big effort. However: who was the boy, who the girl? Did their parents know each other? How? Did they had any relationship? What were their parents doing? Was it on weekend? Under what circumstances the boy ended up babysitting the girl? Where did it happen? Schools? I can hardly imagine a girl of 5 telling her father: "I have been raped". Can a girl of such an early age be so articulate?

It is nevertheless striking the verdict of the judge. To my ears it sounds absolutely fantastic, but I realize that it reflects a standpoint and a course of thinking of huge popularity: this World is shit and it is the fault of the financially well-off, i.e. you and me. Come on!... In the first place, what is the World? What, the Society? I guess I am part of it. But am I then, who have just learned about the crime and have so many questions, accountable for it?

As a matter of fact, this way of thinking is entirely Christian and is embedded in the story of the Original Sin. The tale does not move in forward direction, from the facts to the consequences (i.e. the Sin of Adam and Eve made us all sinners) because, to begin with, Adam and Eve did not exist: they are a literary and religious creation, of great value, though. The power of the story lies precisely in the fact that the author or authors of that part of the Genesis already realize of Sin and Crime as inherent elements to the World. Their main objective in writing the story was to understand a question, a really hot philosophical question throughout the centuries and especially nowadays: "Why do we suffer? Why does suffering exist?". Their answer was quite original: God is harmony and created Man; and He made Man free to choose, and it is Man who, by choosing to be away from God has created Sin, and has become Sinner. In other words: Man is responsible for Sin. And sins are concatenated: the bad done in one part of the chain is transmitted to another. The former Pope Jean Paul II used to call it "Sin Structures".

The world is full of perils and our life is a constant struggle to uproot the weed of the gardens of civilization. That is the purpose of Education. That is the role of parents. That is the point of getting acquainted with ourselves, learning to know our weaknesses. To keep civilization up and against the serpents of our instincts. The myth of the Good Savage is a fake, only existing in the perverse mind of a twisted Rousseau. Quite appealing, it is true, but it is just a myth, I am afraid. In the beginning it was the primitive Man and all our Society and World -so much despised- is the resultant of ages of evolution. We live in a fine meta-stable equilibrium, and a small perturbation can lead us down into the abyss -as we are quite used to witness.

Justice must work in a different way, though, and judges must do their work. Otherwise, saying "it's the World's fault" is like saying "it's nobody's fault". (In Spain we say that you walk the street, you fell and you blame the pebbled road... It is funny how, in terms of security and safety, the legal systems in the UK actually work this way). The question is, Mr. Judge: will the world be a better place after letting the boy and his crime go unpunished? Will Justice prevail? Will the verdict prevent similar crimes in the future?... No, I don't think so. Treat the boy like a criminal and make his parents accountable: they are legally responsible for him.

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Thursday, July 5, 2012

E - Change the World

Perhaps, A. is right when he argued yesterday that there is not any trace of evidence at the hands of the public that help understand how the job of engineers is like or what the role of engineering is in our societies. Everyone knows what a doctor does -he said-; everyone knows what a lawyer does. But the job of the engineer is much more diffuse. In fact, it is even so for the same "engineers" that do not work as engineers -i.e. graduates in Engineering who decide to remain in Academia.

There is always room for stupidity where ignorance lies. Universities are not any exception. Sometimes, they provide great examples. During these days, the College of Engineering at UCL has opened its doors to A level students (i.e. would-be under-graduates next year) with a wonderful inducement: "E - Engineering: Change the World". The advertisement is one more example of the megalomania that affect the British and, mainly, that species half man, half god, rude and mute, called the Londoner. Such gimmick -'Change the World"- is a vulgar decoy, of quite naff taste, as much false as immoral. The most surprising thing to me is the naif ignorance of the deceived believers of it on one side, and the apathetic complicity of the inattentive, on the other. I mean, the message is preposterous. Just put two seconds of thought and try to solve the following questions: do I necessarily have to change the world? If I don't want to, can I still be an Engineer? What does "Change" mean? Is that necessarily good? For sure, Abdulmutallab was unhappy with the world around him during his studies of Mechanical Engineering, and tried to change the world on his own particular style. Imagine that all the graduate students of Engineering in UCL decide to change the world. What a mess!! We will have a different world every year! Or even more often, if they decide to do that in different dates.

I must insist: I can hardly believe that such stupidity is so widely uphold. London crap. You can always say that it is only a way of speaking. However, it is really naff and misleading and, I am sure, people believe it. There are ways of conveying the message in a much more positive manner. It comes to my mind a poster hold in the door of some PhD Students of Aerospace Engineering in Huntsville, AL, years ago. It showed the precious planet Earth and a powerful and beautiful rocket in the middle of the Universe, and a message: "Without limits", or something like it... I feel it works better, don't you?

Along with this, there is a tendency to deceive the tender A-level students with two vigorous lies based on ignorance. First: although you study Engineering, you do not have to pursue a career as an Engineer. Engineering is an door-opener, you can do whatever (and be very rich,perhaps)... I do not understand: if you want to work in a bank, why do you need to study Engineering? My opinion is quite the opposite: boy, find out what the hell you want to do with your life (at least, find the big strokes) and do not end up like me! Pick a choice and work hard. If you do not start looking up to this question now, you will be unhappy very soon, I guarantee you. Second: Engineering will give you a specific set of skills that will act like a Diplomatic Passport or a Green Job Card: you can work everywhere. This is another stupidity. My experience is the opposite again. Once you find the first job, you cling to it. Changing lanes is sooo hard to achieve.

The bottom line is that teenagers, in most cases, as everybody else, would want to be happy. That is all. Some would want to change the world, most would not even think about it. Most of them are not geniuses. I am quite normal, myself. It does not matter. Often, the great heroes are not very smart and their actions are valuable but inconspicuous. People in general like to do things they enjoy, that they feel good at it and love getting satisfactions but, after all, their purpose is to carry on with their lives. And that is all...

Bullshit should fly back.

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Tuesday, July 3, 2012

45 minutes

It was a real pleasure to listen in the BBC to the comments of a constellation of amazing footballers during a few games of this ended European Football Tournament. Klinsmann, Vialli, Shearer, a lovely, lovely surprise. Klinsmann probably belongs to that interregnum between the old glories of Argentina and Germany and the new football of the late nineties, and his name has remained since then in the limbo. He is, however, a nice and likable conversationalist. Vialli, hostile in the field back in time, seems now a kind acquaintance. And no little was my surprise at identifying the host as Gary Lineker. He is good!... Regardless the obscene money and uncertain plans... .

The National team of Spain is legend. Everyone agrees. Alan Hansen was simply speechless on Sunday night, already at the half-time of Italy-Spain: "I... I've never... Never seen anything like that in my life". Nevertheless, apart from the figures -truly amazing-, the team is more than legend, if there is a word beyond the legend. It took Spain 45 minutes to become "the best team... And that's all", like the headlines of The Sun or The Daily Mirror stated this morning, don't remember which one. Minutes before the game, the ITV filled the time arguing "Fiesta or Siesta?", let's don't forget. And so many others. "It's laughable", Hansen said, but let's put it in another way: it takes an impossible quality of no less than 6 or 7 players to get people bored the way the Spaniards did. There is no other team in the world capable of putting fans to sleep like them.


I think that even when the game turned to be difficult and without shining, Spain still got it. Always got it, was so clear. Like champions do. The extra time against Portugal set huge distances. And in just 45 minutes of the Final, the Spanish team of football expand it to interstellar proportions. There is nothing like it. After the game on Sunday, one has the impression that they just pressed the starter, that they could keep playing for another month against any team in the world and, perhaps, also against the Martians. Nothing withstands comparisons; everything looks like an anecdote, including the great Platini and the victory of France over Spain in the final in 1984. I have only a vague vision of that sea of blue-white-and-red flags, and the memory of the words of my best friend H. casting the prophecy like a pundit on the previous morning: "They have Platini". (Platini sounded to me like "a banana", from the Spanish "platano"). 


The approach, the mentality has changed. It is the upside-down. The overturn came (and I think this is the most important moment) in the Quarters of Final of the Euro Cup 2008 when Spain eliminated Italy in penalties. Never before Spain had won Italy in knock-out competition and never, ever Spain had won anything at penalties, against Belgium (1986), against France (2000), against South Korea (2002), against almost anybody. Particularly, Italy had been our bete noire. Spain was out of the World Cup of USA in 1994 in Quarters of Final against the Italy of Baggio and Tasotti after a dramatic incident... . I was driving back to Madrid from a business trip in the night of June 29, 2008, when Iker Casillas broke the spell, finally.

The effect that this tremendous achievement of the Spanish team will have on the country society and its real problems, if any, -apart from the pride and satisfaction, and the prime sense of unity (my mother text me right after the game: "we are champions!")- it is to be seen. The Spanish sports are giving us quite a lot of satisfaction and unique heroes in recent years. It is probably one of a limited number of "institutions" that wok fine (some people say -kind of a joke- that it is because the Trade Unions are away from it). I don't expect much, that is the truth, but if I am mistaken, I will  happily correct my error here.

John Carlin in The Evening Standard feels optimistic about that: "Those who expect Spanish joy to turn swiftly to gloom overlook the country's surprising potential for recovery". I guess those "who expect Spanish joy to turn swiftly to gloom" are the same who strongly supported Germany during the tournament and got bored, the same who wants Spanish football to be "a flash in the pan". However, I kind of disagree with final Carlin's statement: "they [the victorious national Spanish football team] have achieve their success not through flights of flamenco inspiration but on the back of sustained hard work, discipline, self-sacrifice and superior intellect". Well, I do not doubt of all these, but it is perhaps a little too hyperbolic. And what's wrong with flamenco? Is it not a form of art of tremendous history? Does it not required hard work and perseverance?


I hope parents will be able to ensure that their kids take this example of passion and discipline in the right way. The Spanish football is also a pool of mighty drop-outs. If the sacrifice, enterprise and passion of the brave individual were encouraged and prized in all situations like those of football players, perhaps everyone would start believing and creating his own dream, and the country would meet its starting point.


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Sunday, July 1, 2012

Hearts of olden glory

Up the mechanical stairs of the tube, if you look out at the adverts stuck on the wall, you might see this one of the RADA offering courses in communications skills. Or this other one of some another institution selling acting techniques for teachers. Etc... I praise the learning of skills. Certainly. One never knows himself entirely, never knows how far he can go into the new. Not only the evil universe is unfenced. We can better off and renew. In fact, the learning and practice of skills is fundamental for continuing education in a number of activities, and must be carried out, blessed be the down-to-earth mind against the tyranny of ideas! However, those adverts got me astonished. They target the overcrowding profession against the gifted vocation. There is much more than acting in teaching and the connecting end of communication goes beyond tricks and tools, even practice. The heart is missing. I say this because everything I have is a heart. It is my sole possession, unripe. The frames on the wall act like a parade of doorknockers pounding into my conscience: it is about time! It is time! I must find the proper soil to boost my blossom before it is too late. Just run into these verses of Runrig:

"There must be a place
under the sun
where hearts of olden glory
grow young".

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Martin Amis PM

I appreciate Jack's comment. The world is a much unknown for me; to the list of issues to uncover I added Bellow and Michel Houllebecq; wanted to explore Ian McEwan's Atonement. Unfortunately, the sun of Amis set down quite soon. Too dark for me, bad timing. I tend to mimic for a little bit after I read something the style of the author and I certainly do not want to write like Amis. Probably I already do, although worse.

During that Monday's interview, Amis pointed out that it took him 1 year to correct Lionel Asbo -a novel he wrote before he left England. "The action was carrying me on and I was saying 'something is wrong, but I will  fix it later'. I thought I could review the whole thing in a couple of months, but when I finished, it took me a year: everything was wrong". I can somehow feel what Amis wants to say with this statement, but it come to me quite contradictory that the teacher of Creative Writing can speak of right or wrong in writing, without any shade at all

I am leaving Amis for later. I am sure I'll come back to him. Too obscure, too difficult perhaps. Miriam Margolyes would not approve: she praise the challenging and the difficult. I saw her last Sunday in North Finchley with her Dickens' Women -two or three men at the entrance of the Art Depo, as old as Matusalem, were giving away pamphlets against her utterances against Israel. She is a great comic, a very gestural actress, by the way. Despite her small stature, she is a giant on the stage. Margolyes is 71, a spout of energy.

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